三天过了。。。我还是一样,天天夜夜活在这种生活里。。。wish to sleep n nv wake up but it will nv happen. .. I don understand y isit tat I hav to be hurt so much. .. whose know wat im tinking? who know how I feel... who is the wan tat really can understand mii....u r the last person tat know mii so well but u choose to leave mii u choose to tell other guy u r single when we just celebrated our 3yr anniversary. ...

No longer have the place in ur heart... feeling down

is like so many of peaceful day but spoiled at today... mood change fml really like wat I post I hav ask before I post... how shit itis! u heart pain for him then who heart pain for mii?... who is jealous now??? hai I really donno y peaceful cant last...

spotted posting tink here. .. nth much I can say here le...but seen u r here then I shell write sth just for u

u may tink I change to another person... but no is u don trust mii u only believe other n listen to them ask tat come n say mii... hab u tink how will I feel? hav u tink any story behind. . u know im hrut but u still none stop hurting. . isit becoz is free tat y u cant stop?..funny tink is
no matter how u  say I still love u alot... alot alot more...

I shell guess tat u r with him now.... u say u wanted to come but my door was lock... tonight shellmtry unlock n see anytink happen while im sleeping... I donno will u be sleeoing beside mii kissing mii or hugging mii for the last... there is alway a worry along everytink... but the most worry was... 你跑道我心里打了个死结。。。把自己封在里面,没人能打开。。。现在的我好想见到你,我好多 好多 天没看到你了。。。我好辛苦,你好残忍。。。

你已经不理我了。。。可能这就是你要,好好照顾自己我会担心你。。。 :'( 眼泪有不听話了。。。

I found out sth more... I lost the feel of laugh... it should be a funny video I feel tat is funny but y im not laughing at all... ... ... im lost..

on my way home now. . feeling still the same I miss u a lot. .. keep wanted to text u but I hav to force myself not to...我好辛苦:(  I donno is this part of growing up... I only know this is not a normal pain... maybe u r with him happily hai... wat can I do yo wan u back.. I don wan u to be so close with him... but nth I can do... :'(