我失去太多东西了。。。
好想你在相过去那么爱我。。。
好想要在开手机时,满满的都是你的sms...
 好想要你想过去完全不把他放在眼里。。
好多的好想好想。。。可是我能这么办能。。。
只好忍了在忍。。。在痛还是要忍。。。
只能怪我太爱你了, 我都放不了手。。。
爱太深痛得越深。。。
好希望你能回到我身边,
我只有这个愿望。。。。



永远爱你


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sad to say... im badly hurt.... pain going over my body... I cant contorl myself to stop tinking is really worst now... foot step going far away from mii.... changing from a person to another person...but no one really understand wat can I do... I need a place to recover myself too much pain hav too much for mii cant rwally take it alr... im hurt... im hurt....

after so long.... nth had change...even feeling tink getting worst....the wsy how u treat mii... n how u say "I nv accept u ok u oso not my who...." hurt mii much... but how pain itis nv hav a been sharing with anybody... other then this lifeless blog...I donno wan wrong with u for u to say sure aheartless word... early in the morning play with mii ofcoz I feel happy tat u r in a gd mood in the morning... but y isit u din aloud mii to ticle u back? n u kick mii hard on my chase slap mii on my face.. u will nv kniw how pain was it... n u blame mii for giving attitude in the morning... the prob is who make mii show attitude? i just wan to play with u n let us hav a gd morning... but wat ended up.... running a way... n tonight ur party goes on...no comments from mii like u say im not ur who.... just some tat is close to u....
my 21st birthday wishes. ..til now it had not been coming true...
just feel tat u don use to be use such way yo talk to mii buy now...  pointing fingers. .scolding n rain maybe this is the diff between im ur who n im not ur who....

sad to say.... before posting this I wat wrote a long blog to post up... but sad to say.. everytinknis gonno for no reason. .. maybe it just telling mii not to post tat... current feeling suck... hopeless... n a word... "u r not my who" lol....