on my way home now. . feeling still the same I miss u a lot. .. keep wanted to text u but I hav to force myself not to...我好辛苦:(  I donno is this part of growing up... I only know this is not a normal pain... maybe u r with him happily hai... wat can I do yo wan u back.. I don wan u to be so close with him... but nth I can do... :'(