我真的好舍不得你。。。I hav no choice but to force myself to bluff u wat OT shit.... is really difficult for mii to stand in this place now... other then leaving nth must I can really do... really it really painful but I cant say out I hav to keep to myself hav to see how much more I can take it.. but I know im down to depression. .. I donno wat to do I feel the stress I feel tat u r going more more away from mii... but... I just donno wat to do... I really really love u alot nv hav I neen fall so dip... but now.. im... im in this whole alone... I don even hav strength to go out of this hole... hopefully without u can be more happy really... I just wan u to be happy.. n I don mind standing beside u n watching u smile...but now.. other then pian is still pian... im hurt badly...